Update on my illness/life

Hi all again just keeping you updated cos I haven't been here for soooo long!! 

Illness wise I'm not too bad I've come so far in 9 years I'm now on morphine patches and really wish they gave me them years ago I get on really well with them :)

I'm still working in a hairdressers 3 days a week and the other 3 I do mobile but I try and keep one day free for me!!i do find it hard but no one would help me so have to do it this way I expect some of you are thinking she can't have it bad I really do!! But I don't dwell or moan about it where will it get me?? U only get one life and you got to live it to the max!there's ppl out there dying everyday were not!!so why not work?why not go out?why not love life?it makes me mad when people are so negative about it and don't even try!!Theres more to life then this poxy illness!!well I think so anyway!ppl ask how am I so positive? I just am I find doing nothing makes u worse so I do everything I want without any illness getting in the way course I suffer but I don't need to tell ppl as they don't understand so I keep it pretty much to myself but I promise it does get easier,but it's all down to you to help too sitting there doing nothing won't help anyway rant over lol u can slag me for it I don't care it's ur choice if u listen or not  to Anyway I'm off to sleep as I had a bad nights sleep anyway 16 days til holiday woohoo can't wait thanx for reading :)xxx

Update since I've last been on here

Hi all just a little update about what I've been up to in life in general well..

I'm still in the salon 3 days a week and mobile the other 2/3 days its hard work but love the company even though some are a pain in the ass:/ 

I had one last Monday like that so gave her a good telling off she won't be doing that again trust me lol there's no need for rude customers I only have one pair of hands and ppl should be thankful I go out my time and use my energy doing there hair!!

I'm booking a holiday to Egypt today my very first time going abroad so very excited and worried at the same time as I'm not sure what to expect but sure it will be fine :)

Um...not sure what else to write as I've got serious brain fog today but ill do more updating when I can think of bits I missed out on til then ciao for now :):)