Update on my illness/life

Hi all again just keeping you updated cos I haven't been here for soooo long!! 

Illness wise I'm not too bad I've come so far in 9 years I'm now on morphine patches and really wish they gave me them years ago I get on really well with them :)

I'm still working in a hairdressers 3 days a week and the other 3 I do mobile but I try and keep one day free for me!!i do find it hard but no one would help me so have to do it this way I expect some of you are thinking she can't have it bad I really do!! But I don't dwell or moan about it where will it get me?? U only get one life and you got to live it to the max!there's ppl out there dying everyday were not!!so why not work?why not go out?why not love life?it makes me mad when people are so negative about it and don't even try!!Theres more to life then this poxy illness!!well I think so anyway!ppl ask how am I so positive? I just am I find doing nothing makes u worse so I do everything I want without any illness getting in the way course I suffer but I don't need to tell ppl as they don't understand so I keep it pretty much to myself but I promise it does get easier,but it's all down to you to help too sitting there doing nothing won't help anyway rant over lol u can slag me for it I don't care it's ur choice if u listen or not  to Anyway I'm off to sleep as I had a bad nights sleep anyway 16 days til holiday woohoo can't wait thanx for reading :)xxx

Update since I've last been on here

Hi all just a little update about what I've been up to in life in general well..

I'm still in the salon 3 days a week and mobile the other 2/3 days its hard work but love the company even though some are a pain in the ass:/ 

I had one last Monday like that so gave her a good telling off she won't be doing that again trust me lol there's no need for rude customers I only have one pair of hands and ppl should be thankful I go out my time and use my energy doing there hair!!

I'm booking a holiday to Egypt today my very first time going abroad so very excited and worried at the same time as I'm not sure what to expect but sure it will be fine :)

Um...not sure what else to write as I've got serious brain fog today but ill do more updating when I can think of bits I missed out on til then ciao for now :):)

an update for you all :)

Hi all sorry I haven't blogged for ages I've been a busy bee I've gone into my own business now as I for made redundant as my boss sold the shop so I rent a chair in a salon 2days a week n the rest mobile having days off in between the salons lovely real nice staff I'm glad I've gone there:)
I had my dreaded op Monday and never again I had the root of my abcess removed and a cleft lift whatever that is :/ I had ongoing abcesses at the bottom of my spine so u can imagine the pain right now so uncomfortable!!ouchy:(
Apart from that my illnesses r still hanging around being pests but pretend there not there anymore I keep going regardless.
I'm going to see a medium soon I love it esp when my brother comes thru gives me great comfort :)
I'm off for now catch up with you very soon much love roxy Xx.

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my solo career eeek

I've been made redundant after spending 5years at this salon I've been working in as the shops been sold so I'm going solo:O
I'm worried about it but sure it will be ok once the dust is settled it will prob be the best thing I could have done and don't have anyone telling me what to do yeyyyy lol
All this worrying has put me off my food and the smiles dissapeared its just sad leaving ppl u have got use to for so long but that's life isnt it just don't want all this starting my m.e off again I've gota fab bf and brill mum sis bro etc so ill get there:)
Eeek its my op soon I'm dreading that as ill die of bordham whilst recovering lol but gota be done :)
Right off to the landof zzzzzzz :)

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my smoking journey begins again

Hey everyone silly me started smoking again :( so today I've started patches and the mouth spray which is vile!! But I'm determined to try again and again its not as easy as people think!!
Omg did I tell u all I seen lee Evans a few weeks back?? Omg he was amazing!!! It made my year I think he's fab
M.e/fibro wise I'm not too bad at the mo I kinda pretend its not there but of course as you know we have out ups and downs :/
I've started zimba last week and love it!!I'll be tiny by Xmas I no I've seen more fat on a cold chip but its all good fun well I'm gona luv n leave u now catch up soon wish me luck with the no smoking :) xxxx

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my update of my recent antix

Hey all don't ask how the smokings going:/ I've let myself down I started smoking when drinking and came off champix too soon so I'm back on them again :)
I still haven't had my op (at the bottom of my spine there removing the whole root out of my abcess as ive had 8 in 16mths)
I got no patience when it comes to waiting!!
I've been told my salon might have sold so I'm gona be made redundant so still deciding what I'm gona do I'll probably go mobile at least all moneys my own and I can do my own hours:)
I wish this weather would make up Its mind too some summer its been I dread the winter months as we dont mix and never a nice time of year for me and the family :(
I think that's about it from me for now speak to u soon luv me Xx

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my lil update

Hi all just updating you on my little travels etc what a mad few weeks I've had I'm on day 56 of no smoking and finding it hard I've had the few cigarettes whilst socializing n drinking I don't enjoy it but it defo calms me down its a habit I'm gona get out of,its my brothers birthday Sunday I hate it cos he should be here celebrating I miss him so so much so happy birthday to you bro u don't know how much ur missed:'(
Work wise has been nuts would you believe someone pinched my scissors in work! of all things I need!! I brought some new ones but that's not the point I thought I could trust clients obviously not :/
Me and my boyfriend are on the rocks what do u do when someone doesn't trust u yet u have done nothing wrong and nothing to provoke it do u stay or go??
A relationship is about trust in my eyes without trust there's nothing
And last but not least I got a medical accessment for esa they just wana no how I cope with everyday living with these illnesses what is the point in me explaining myself there not gona listen and I get the same thing but u don't look sick:/what does being sick look like what am I suppose to act like!!its inside not out but we will see thanx for reading and catch you soon xxxx

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